♠ a soft voice in the night, with @my-muses-in-op (tray d. sheila). canon verse. continued from here.
Sheila was red from head to toe, eyes matching the wild mane genetics had given her and the corset her personal taste in attire and her sword had acquired for her, blood-soaked metal in exchange for coin. It was a phantasmagoric look, a nightmarish vision not at all unsuited for her battle persona but never for her most frail side, currently showing from beneath layers of toughness.
A smile from her and this crimson ghost became less gruesome, more palpable. Ace regretted not having a handkerchief somewhere in his person to offer the woman, not as much as gentlemanly gesture as one of friendship and familial affection. Bless Pops for taking them under his broad wing as siblings, children of Whitebeard and Mother Ocean!
True, singing was part of any Moby celebration and boy, did the crew celebrate! They celebrated life and adventure, dreams and the very booze they toasted with. They drank to Pops’s good health. And, naturally, they sang too. Ace would add his voice to the ensemble amidst the merry cacophony, but Sheila would abstain from joining the chorus of male voices.
Why was that? If it was shyness then the hesitation was misplaced, as the woman had nothing to be embarrassed about. If, on the other hand, she happened to refuse being part of a choir that would start tuned well enough before alcohol and the progressive loosening of the tongue and of inhibition along with it made everyone sound like shrieking roadkill, then Ace did not censor her for it.
As night turned to dawn, humiliation was inevitable for Whitebeard’s children, who tended to see the sparing of booze as waste. Ace sort of envied his sea brothers’ ability to get pissed as newts… In him, alcohol would simply combust.
Ace’s curiosity had not yet been satisfied. As a lover of music, he wanted to know what he’d already dubbed Sheila’s Song was about. The title fit, he decided, when she explained the meaning behind those unknown words.
“I see” He said, offering a more valuable smile in exchange for hers. It was impossible for him not to doubt her words a bit, placing this strength Sheila spoke of not in him but in the song, as it was said singing had the power to send Evil away.
He kept on listening intently, as he always did when she allowed herself a moment of vulnerability to travel to the past in both memory and speech. Sheila made Ace feel like such a kid whenever she told of her adventures - her tales felt older than they were, as if part of a bygone age. Her words always find a way of resonating within Ace, provoking theories and awakening feelings.
“Then you know how I felt the night I lost to Pops"
The joy - the pride! - Ace felt in calling Edward Newgate his father was so fierce it was blinding, even so as to lay a veil over his eyes and distort the reality of past events. Ace loved Whitebeard but it had not always been so and no one knew of it better than the Spade Pirates.
As a former captain, Ace was more than familiar with the responsibilities the title entailed. Authority may grant great property but it came with proportional responsibility. Without it, the former would be at stake. There was no being respected without being just, and from these awe and affection would eventually come as a bonus, as Whitebeard exemplified.
Being captain meant being the ultimate liability for the crew’s lives.
Ace pulled the brim of his hat over his eyes and let his hand stay like it. “I thought I’d failed them. Skull and Banshee. Mihar and Kotatsu. Deuce…” Before he knew it, the commander was biting his lip, memories coming back to him…
He’d managed to bring a wall of fire between the enemy Whitebeard and the Spades. Inebriating anger and thirst for violence had kept his fists aflame, pumping in his veins and leaving no place for worrying about his crew. But, upon waking up onboard the Moby Dick, alone, no one around - not Skull, not Banshee; not Mihar, not Kotatsu - it was to them that Ace directed his thoughts first and foremost. He felt crushed under the weight of overwhelming guilt . He reeked of failure.
“Thought they were all dead. Didn’t know if I should feel guilty for being alive or owe them my life”
His freckled face became visible again and Sheila might feel surprise at seeing a smile shining bright under them, notwithstanding the unhappy memories.
“But that’s not like Pops!” After the conflict, the Spade Pirates might consider themselves lucky for becoming part of a bigger family even if it meant switching colours, for there was no greater honour than that of bearing the bearded Jolly Roger. They were still crossing the ocean together and in the company of their beloved kid. “Guess you and I are more alike than we previously thought, uh?”
Ace didn’t want to speak any more of how hard it had been to take it all in - that the Spades were alive and well after all; that they were now part of another crew; that this man whose head he still wanted to take only wished to be known as his father - all unhappy memories in the past, buried under a pile of happy ones.
He also said nothing of the thought on his mind which became surer and surer the more he thought about it.
A wonderful man who knew how to be a good father. An extraordinary contingent of people with such passion for life pulsating in their rebellious hearts. The infinite blue above and the infinite blue below… This was worth living for.







